addicted to
i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
tired
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
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i really wonder if i'm cut out for this. if this is going to work out. if i should just let go now.
i've briefly mentioned the idea of it to mummy a few times, she didn't seem to have any adverse reactions toward it. she didn't scream at me, nor did she drill me and threaten to punish me if i ever brought it up again. just encouraging comments to try my best, and to learn from the mad genius of the family (through more interaction with him -.-"). and when i brought up serious doubts about my IQ, she confidently told me that i was "perfectly fine".
i'd like to think that i drilled myself quite hard during the holidays, but i think it wasn't hard enough.
i'm so tired. and i really mean TIRED. today's my first FULL REST DAY in almost a month. the body's screaming at me.. i feel a hundred years old now or something.
physics beckons.. i'm quite sure i'm going to flunk it.